1. |
Blasphemy
03:42
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I start to part two halves of my heart in the dark and I
Don't know where I should go
And the tears and the fears begin to multiply
Taking time in a simple place
In my bed where my head rests on a pillowcase
And it's said that a war's led but I forget
That I let another day go by
I want to be afraid but it seems that these days
I'm caught under water and I'm falling farther
My heart's getting harder, I'm calling my father
Am I screaming to an empty sky?
Empty sky, no way, that's me cause one half of my heart is free
Empty sky, no way, that's me cause the other half of my heart's asleep
Sing a song but don't believe
Blasphemy is just for me
Hypocrite, take your pick
Cause the poison's on my lips
Can I understand you?
Can I understand you?
Can I understand you?
Can I understand you?
Lights, camera, action, satisfaction
At your finger tips no one's lacking stuff
But it's not enough when it seems that
We have enough stuff just to blow stuff up
Lights, camera, stop! We're killing ourselves
Just to get to the top
But we won't stop talking about what we got
And how we all love it when we're loved a lot
Enough about you, let's talk about me
And how everybody thinks I'm just so free
Free? Did you hear the verse that came first
And how my own body's waging war on me?
I bet you didn't know something as absurd
There's a word that is said more than any other word
It's sorry, sorry
And I pray that the word was heard
Sing a song but don't believe
Blasphemy is just for me
Hypocrite, take your pick
Cause the poison's on my lips
Can I understand you?
Can I understand you?
Can I understand you?
Can I understand you?
I want to be alive
When you see my eyes
Can I see your eyes?
Can I see your eyes?
Can I see your eyes
Can I see your eyes?
Can I see your eyes?
Can I see?
I want to be alive
When you see my eyes
Can I see your eyes?
Can I see your eyes?
Let the water wash away
Everything that you've become
On your knees, today is gone
And tomorrow's sure to come
Tomorrow's sure to come
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2. |
Drown
03:41
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Here I come, come to you in the very clothes
That I killed, killed you in and now I know I'm alone
I walk to you, rain falls from you
Can you wash me, can you drown me?
I wanna be a lot of things, so much pent up inside of me
I wanna be stronger, too long I've sat here undecidedly
Planning strategy, half of me knows it's all just a fallacy
Failing miserably, drastically and then I crash dramatically
Into a wall I've hit a hundred times before
And yet I still ignore the dark red blood stains on the floor
And I'm back in front of you, Lord, with the blood on the floor
Is the blood mine or yours? Don't wanna do this anymore
Back and forth between being me and who you call me to be
You see a man free who thinks he has to buy a key
To a door but he can't 'cause he's poor and he can't
Fall down anymore 'cause he's already on the floor
And his heart is broken and all and this is his scar
But it's warm from crying 'cause he will try nine times
To realize nine crimes but he has more than nine lives
So he picks himself up and keeps climbing for the prize again
Here I come again to you
Just to show that blood soaked through
Through my bones and all I own
Is there a way for me to grow?
I walk to you, rain falls from you
Can you wash me, can you drown me, please?
Every time I feel selfish ambition is taking my vision
My crime is my sentence, repentance is taking commission
It's taking a toll on my soul, I'm screaming submission and
I don't know if I am dying or living
'Cause I will save a face for name's sake
Abuse grace, take a aim to obtain a new name in a newer place
But my name is lame, I can't walk and I ain't the same
And my name became a new destiny to the grave and
They say the ocean's blue, but it's black right now
In the dark, on the sand, looking out at my crowd
Depression and drowning singing now the full parts
Of lightning reveals where the ocean stops and the sky starts
I've been told by the sky that the ocean I shall win
But it's hard for me to see where ocean stops and sky begins
A random strikes of light remind me of what is true
But right now the ocean's blacker than black, the sky is too
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3. |
Hole in the Ground
03:49
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You once were oh-so-close
But I don't remember
Where you are and who you know
But come this September
You will fly on your own
Cause you got a letter
You must find, find your home
And it won't get much better
I try so hard
To fly but my heart
Won't go very far
No, no
And my own two hands
Will start bleeding again
And the floor will turn to
To a hole in the ground
The plans that I make
Roads that I take break
To holes that will go
Where I don't know
They are solid grounds illusions
That write themselves off
As perfectly normal solutions
Pollutions in my eyes
My disguise will take me
Break me
Won't save me this time
There's a vision
But you won't save me this time
My decision for living
Isn't mine to decide and
You just seem oh-so-far
Past the stars and past my heart
I can almost feel you and I start
To close my eyes and sing a song
I will keep singing cause I'm wrong
But you were singing with me all along
I try so hard
To fly
But my heart
Won't go very far
No, no
And my own two hands
Will start bleeding again
And the floor will turn to
To a hole in the ground
Do not be alarmed
If I fall into the sun
If I fall
And my own two hands will start bleeding
And then they will lower me
In to, to a hole in the ground
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4. |
Save
04:01
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I won't take much of your time
I just want you to see
What I have made inside these lines
It's as good as I can be
It's as good as I can be
This is all that I can be
This is all that I can be
All that I can be
Head tilted down, knees on the ground
And I will ask, "Please.. SAVE! Save me! Please, save, save!
Save, save, save, save, save, save, save.
Save me, save me, save me, save me, save me, save me."
I deserve for you to turn away
I was ashamed to speak your name
I can't believe that all you see
Is that you have covered me gracefully
You're all I want to be
You're all I want to be
You're all I'll ever need
You're all I'll ever need
Jesus.. Jesus.. please.. SAVE! Save me! Save, save, save!
Save, save, save, save, save, save, save.
Save me, save me, save me. Save me, save me, save me..
I won't take much of your time...
Just enough, for you to save me
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5. |
Taken By Sleep
04:07
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It just hit me as I laid my head down
No one around in the dark cold night, I hear a sound
In my head repeat track of everything you've ever said
Must be something, but it's nothing, so I just go back to bed
It's 4, crack the door to the hallways in my dreams
But it seems my hallway keeps closing in on me
Forcing me out, making me think about you and how you're gone
I see 4:05 in teary eyes and then I write this song
And I just can't believe it has to be this way
You know we say it seems to me that it was just the other day
I saw your face, I saw your light, you ran the race, you fought the fight
But now it's all being torn down for me tonight
And I know it might be a little selfish for me to say
But I need to know if you've thought of me at all today
Cause every day walk past the place you lived 5 days of the week
And now it's 10 after 4 and I am taken by sleep
Spending hours on end, deciding what I'd say to a friend if I ever saw him again
Cause I don't if I know, don't want to come across the wrong way
And I don't know if I know, but I know I want to see your face today
And somebody told me they saw you cry and break down
Do you know how hard that is to get around and think about?
It's not like you to let emotions get the best of things
Especially when everything is hanging in the air we breathe
And I just can't believe it has to be this way
You know we say it seems to me that it was just the other day
I saw your face and saw your light, you ran the race, you fought the fight
But now it's all being torn down for me tonight
And I know it might be a little selfish for me to say
But I need to know if you thought of me at all today
Cause every day walk past the place you lived 5 days of the week
And now it's 10 after 4 and I am taken by sleep
I'll sing a song to you, my friend
I'll sing a song to you, my friend
I'll sing a song to you, my friend
I'll sing a song to you, my-- Let's go!
Friend, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'll sing a song to you my friend
I'll sing a song to you my friend
I'll sing a song to you my friend
I'll sing a song to you my friend
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6. |
I Want to Know
03:20
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And I, I tried to sing for you
I tried to live for you
I tried to keep the truth
Oh yeah, I, I failed to sing for you
I failed to live for you
I failed to keep the truth
I want to know
(People look at him and think that-)
I want to see
(-he will live his life so perfectly but what they don't know-)
I want to be with you when I am weak
(-is he wants to die
Because the only reason why you think his life is clear
Is because he knows that he will never understand)
[Repeat]
I tried to sing for you
I tried to live for you
I tried to keep the truth
But I failed to sing for you
I failed to live for you
I want to know
I want to see
I want to be with you
When I am weak
I want to know
(People look at him and think that-)
I want to see
(-he will live his life so perfectly but what they don't know-)
I want to be with you when I am weak
(-is he wants to die
Because the only reason why you think his life is clear
Is because he knows that he will never understand)
Again? Sure.
I want to know
I want to see
I want to be with you
When I am weak.
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7. |
Just Like Yesterday
03:45
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You're scared
When you say
You talked to them today
When asked your faith
You'll cry
No sound
Wipe the tears with your doubts
And hide again
I can't sleep
It's just taking time off my feet
But my head instead is going a hundred miles a beat
And I'm thinking as I'm sinking
And he's winking at me
Cause they know
Desperation and temptation is free
Do you see?
I can't live this way
Just to write a song to play
Just to stay alive
Just enough to breathe away
Another day
Another face
I will lose another race
Save me now
Cause tomorrow's gone
Just like yesterday
They laugh in your face
Cause they took your grace
But did you give it away
They cry no sound
Wipe the tears with your doubts
And die again
On the eve of a day that's forgotten and fake,
And the trees they await and clouds anticipate,
The start of a day when we put on our face,
A mask that portrays that we don't need grace,
And the meaning and weight of the day is lost without a trace,
On the eve of a day that is bigger than us,
But we open our eyes only because we're told that we must,
And the trees wave their arms and the clouds try to plead,
Desperately yelling out there's something else in this world we need,
And it happens to be free
I won't be afraid,
I won't be afraid
I won't be afraid
He is strong
And I'll live another day
I'll live another day
I'll live another day
He is strong
And I won't be afraid
I won't be afraid
I won't be afraid
He is strong
And I'll live another day
I'll live another day
I'll live
Cause I can't sleep
It's just taking time off my feet
But my head, instead is going a hundred miles a beat
And I'm thinking as I'm sinking
And he's winking at me
Cause they know
Desperation and temptation is free
Do you see?
We can't live this way
Just to write a song to play
Just to stay alive
Just enough to breathe away
Another day
Another face
And I will lose another race
Save me now
Cause tomorrow's gone
Just like yesterday
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8. |
Never Change
03:05
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Sometimes I leave a hate,
What is wrong with me?
When I am late,
But you would never say,
I'm going down,
And you would never stop,
Searching lost and found.
'Cause I don't understand,
Why you would care,
And I don't know why,
Your love is unfair,
But you will never change.
Sometimes I live for you,
For them and there's times
When I couldn't care less,
And I will never say,
That they're going down,
And I will look for them,
In this lost and found.
'Cause I don't understand,
Why you would care,
And I don't know why,
Your love is unfair,
'Cause you will never change.
You will never change.
You will never change.
You will never change.
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9. |
Prove Me Wrong
03:41
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I don't know
Where I am supposed to go
So I might just
Take my pride and go
Some people, they know, know everything
But I know that they don't know my heart
Cause I, oh yeah, I believe in love
And I hope I can show you what I mean
And I don't believe love's for me, oh
So won't you come around and prove me wrong
Won't walk the world
Any different
And my path won't change until you
Make a wall and make me fall
And break me down
I don't know, no, I don't know
If I wrote this song in vain
Vain, in vain, vain
Oh, yeah
And I - oh, yeah I
Believe in love
And I hope I can show you what I mean
And I don't believe love's for me
So won't you come around and prove me wrong
Prove me wrong, yeah
You don't know me
And I don't know you
Tell me, what should I
Do?
Oh...
So won't you come around and prove me wrong
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10. |
Realize That It's Gone
03:24
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There was a time
When I could sing and I could dance
With a perfect mind
And I would always take a chance
But now I realize that today is different
It is so different than yesterday
There was a place
When I could sing this song
A perfect song
When nothing could go wrong
And now the place that I am
It is so different
It is so different
Yeah
I tried to sing a song for you
And now I realize that it's gone
I tried to live my life for you
And now I realize that it's gone
(I realize that it's gone)
(I realize that it's gone)
(I realize that it's gone)
(I realize that it's gone)
I loved but now I run away
I lived but now I see the day
As just another desperate way
To change the way I'm living today
The love you see inside of me
Is not mine but it comes from the only
God that will let you live your life
And now I don't have to change
I tried to sing a song for you
And now I realize that it's gone
I tried to live my life for you
And now I realize that it's gone
(I realize that it's gone)
(I realize that it's gone)
(I realize that it's gone)
(I realize that it's gone)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
You say that you can save the day (save the day)
So hear me when I say
Come on down and save me now
You say that you can take what's gone
And turn it into a song
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I tried to sing a song for you
And now I realize that it's gone
I tried to live my life for you
And now I realize that it's gone
(I realize that it's gone)
(I realize that it's gone)
(I realize that it's gone)
(I realize that it's gone)
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11. |
Tonight
03:54
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The young boy wants to move ahead
And the old man sings rewind
I wonder when in this time line
We’ll break to the other side
Maybe there’s a span of time
When we feel we’re neither nor
Not wanting to go back again
And not wanting to go forth
The point in life must be
Pretty dark and hopeless
Terrifying
And if you’re asking me when that is
It must be tonight
It must be tonight
It must be tonight
It must be tonight
The old man sits all by himself
And thinks of better years
When he used to believe in stars
And would dream away his fears
The young boy moves so fast he doesn’t
See the stars above
And all his dreams are crushed by old man
Who didn’t dream enough
We must all agree
There’s a point in life when darkness breaks our
Brittle hopes and dreams
And I’d say
It must be tonight
It must be tonight
It must be tonight
It must be tonight
It must be tonight
It must be tonight
It must be tonight
It must be tonight
Stay with me
And it must be tonight
It must be tonight
Save me tonight
It must be tonight
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12. |
Falling Too
02:59
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You walk around like you are fine
So confident in life, so right
But then I found you were afraid
And that means life is not okay
I wonder what's inside your mind
And if there's anything to find
I hope that you awake some day
And see that life is not okay
I will sing for you a song
Tell me if you think that's wrong
If I let you know I'm here
'cause I am falling down
I would laugh away the pain
Did you know I'd run all day
Just to maybe hear you say
That you are falling too
I know you are afraid of many things
But you need to let go
If you want to sing a praise
I will sing for you a song
Tell me if you think that's wrong
If I let you know I'm here
'cause I am falling down
I would laugh away the pain
Did you know I'd run all day
Just to maybe hear you say
That you are falling too
I will sing for you
I will sing for you
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13. |
Whisper
03:51
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A brave man said,
"You put a name to a song
And it won't change no matter what goes wrong."
I'll try my best to find a face and a name
I'll sing until we both are one in the same
Didn't have much time to see why I was found
Had to say goodbye
As time ran out
Sail across the world
Just to find a pearl
On the other side
Hope the pearl won't forget this song
And won't forget the sky
I don't know what I should give,
Or what I'm to sing
All I can do is give you this
And let my heart play
I know your face
Let this song whisper your name
A song is not much time to show
How beautiful you are
But I will sing a song to your heart
I don't know what I should give,
Or what I'm to sing
All I can do is give you this
And let my heart play
I know your face
Let this song whisper your name
(Oh yeah, oh yeah, yeah oh)
(Oh yeah, oh yeah, yeah oh)
I don't know what I should give
Or what I'm to sing
All I can do is give you this
Let my heart play
I know your face
Let this song whisper your name
I don't know what I should give
Or what I'm to sing
All I can do is give you this
And let my heart play
I know your face
Let this song whisper your name
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14. |
TB Saga
06:01
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Fast food
Greasy
Taco
I love
Nacho bell grande
Cheesy gordita
I like your nachos
Like diarrhea
Man I really like
Taco bell
I know I can't
Watch you make my food
Drop on the floor
I think it's rude
Man I really like
Taco bell
[Chorus:]
Here's to the Mexican
Who makes me my food (me gusta)
How is that I just ate
Now I have to poop
Fast food
Greasy
Taco
I love
Food like this
Could only come
From above [x2]
[Jay Joseph:]
Robbed a taco store and asked them for a refill
Hey this is JRizzle
Listen up all y'all
I'm winning tacos just because of this gumball
I put chalupas where my mouth is
So watch this
Because I'm the dopest rapper
That you've ever messed with
Sir, welcome to Taco Bell
May I take your order
Yeah can I have a big mac and a pepsi
Sir we don't sell big macs
And some chicken nuggets
We don't have chicken nuggets either
Sauce!
T-A-C-O B-E double L
The cashier's name is Omar Vizquel
People always
Persecute me
But I know they'll die
For eating Chipotle
How is it that you
Could hate
Good old taco bell
And how is it that you
Could like Chipotle
We walked into the Taco Bell
Because I was craving some crunchy shell
The man behind the counter said oopah (oopah)
I was flying as high as a kite
And I looked up to my delight
They were having a special on chalupas
My chalupa
My chalupa
My chalupa
My chalupa
And as you know there was a man
Who preached the truth
On rock and sand
And Jesus won't hold your sins to you
And we all know that he broke the bread
But I know that St. Peter said
That his favorite food was chalupas
My chalupa
My chalupa
My chalupa
My chalupa
I love this song
Beef
It's a good song
And Cheese
Beef and cheese
Beef and cheese yeah
Beef and cheese in a taco shell yeah
Beef and cheese in a taco shell
Take that it'll make you fat
We got the stuff that'll make your booty go
Take that it'll make you fat
We got the stuff that'll make your booty go
Take that it'll make you fat
We got the stuff that'll make your booty go
Take that it'll make you fat
We got the stuff that'll make your booty go
Beef and cheese
Beef and cheese
And lettuce
Beef and cheese
Beef and cheese
And lettuce
Beef and cheese
Beef and cheese
Okay
And lettuce
Beef and beef and cheese
Now is the time
That we end this song
Without tacos
Life would be wrong
Man I really love taco bell
Michael was right
Tacos are great
If you're real hungry
They're open real late
Man I really love taco bell
[Chorus]
I'm full
So dude there's these two black guys in a bar
Hey shh we're still recording
[Unintelligible burps and noises and laughing]
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15. |
Where Did We Go
03:27
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We are people blind
Once again
We think we have the lights
We pretend we live
Such perfect lives
But we know
We don't have no love divine (yeah)
[Chorus:]
We'll try
To fly
Without
The wings of mine
We'll die
Fragile lives again
We won't proceed in this life
If we don't see what we need
Won't succeed please tell me
Where did we go
Where did we go
It is so hard
To live this far
What did we do to you
Yeah
[Chorus]
We'll try again some day
Because we love you
We won't forget that day
When love was true [x2]
Yeah [x8]
We won’t proceed in this life
If we don’t see what we need
Won’t succeed please tell me
Where did we go
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16. |
Hear Me Now
03:11
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Oh yeah yeah
Oh yeah yeah
Oh yeah yeah
Words of mine
Words of yours
Confusing rhymes
And confusing wars
Between words of love
And words of hate
Wars of dreams
And wars of fate
Once again I step inside my shoes
A battle now for every single thing I do
And I don't care because I don't have a clue
I see you close all the windows in my room
And tell me how I am comfortable in silence
Broken teeth and skin that I'm in
I can't win
I need you to break me up break me down to the sound
So I can pray that someone hears me now
I just pray that someone hears me now
There was a moment in my life
Where I thought that you were gone
And every moment of my life
Was just us pretending
I go to sleep every night
I should be good at it by now
But very lonely is tonight
And time stands still
So now I try to picture you with all the kingdom I can't find
Fighting gravity turning with this little mind
I think I saw the kingdom get this feeling I must keep
Walking closer crack the door
And then I fall asleep
Because every time I think I see your face
It fades away
And turns to grey
Then I pray you save the day
Anyhow I just pray that someone hears me now
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
I just pray that someone hears me now
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Alex Finn Harrisburg, Pennsylvania
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